Last year two years I missed the Ceremonial Weeklong and I
didn’t think anything of it until I went to this year’s weeklong. As soon as I stepped on the land I just knew
it was time… time to clear, forgive and work on strengthening my connection to
Spirit.
This year I wasn’t there to only work on myself but rather
to lead others in their ceremony and I felt honoured to do so. It was such a journey to see people arriving
feeling tired and torn apart by whatever they were struggling with, and then at
the end of the week witness the transformation!
I did however find some time to do my own ceremony. I made an Inner Circle of Law Shield based on
my values and principles. First I had to find those values and principles and I
spent most of one day outside being chased by the Sun (as I moved to stay in
the shade) reflecting and asking questions in each of the directions on the
wheel. Once I had these I could make the
shield. As I am not the greatest artist
in the world I decided to use symbols to represent my Inner Circle. Boy was I nervous when I had to make that
first mark on the leather! I bound thin branches together for the frame. I love the end result and it will hang on my
wall. This shield is a reminder of my
values and principles and looking at it makes me determined to uphold them,
especially when I can feel myself slipping into my “little ego” and fear.
Healing is one of the most difficult and at the same time
most fulfilling things you can do. It
takes enormous courage, as the first step is to step away from fear and the
patterns it keeps you in. It is
customary for the people we support during the weeklong to give us something in
return. We call it a “Heart Gift” and it
can be anything. I want to share the
heart gift one of the young men I supported gave me. He and I had our moments and some strong
words were spoken because I would not let him slip into self-pity or sabotage
himself. He was there to heal and on my
watch I wasn’t going leave him unchallenged!
This poem he wrote for me… it is his gift:
Gaze of the Ancients
Joy like a Child
Fierce, Independent
Mother o’ the Wild
Silver in Shadow
A Lunar Cocoon
Wolf Call o’ Wisdom
Light of the Moon
Written by: J
What a beautiful poem. I've read it 3x now and it will likely read it again. It has such a nice flow and message. To me, you are the Mother of the Wild and you help to bring out the wild in us all, to heal and transform. Thanks for sharing. Cassandra
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