Lately I have had cause to be worried about people outside my immediate family circle. At first I wondered if opening my heart to love has been worth it. If the consequence to doing so could be this type of concern do I want to go there again? I remember the worry for people I cared about many years ago. The pacing when they are not home on time. The fast heart beat and the knot on my stomach as I wait to hear if everyone is okay. Then they walk in much later - happily intoxicated and I feel like killing them for putting me through that angst.
No I am left to ponder, do I really want to do all that again? Let someone in and allow myself to be vulnerable to those feelings? Hell yeah!! I am happy to say that in the end love will conquered all!!
I loved this blog. It made me feel that we were really beginning to find the keys to each other's hearts.
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